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i love deep conversations and like to share my opinions with others like or unlike me. I respect you. if you don't respect me, i don't mind, i sometimes lose respect for myself as well.

i have a few people i really care about and i have a few people who really care about me.

i love my life even though it can be wicked.

i love my dog lissie
and i love my rat pastry/sammich/babe/rat-o/tch-tch/sandia/watermelon because she doesn't mind that i can't stick to one name. she is now dead due to a rat illness given to her by my brothers rat who is, ironically, still alive.
i love Geoffrey Dahmer, my green duck turned white boy
i love Edward Gene, my blue duck turned white boy

i love leno

and i love to lay on the floor and stare into my thoughts that float above my head like they do in cartoons with little floaty cloudy bubbles.

i like smiling.
but sometimes i can't

i wouldn't ever kill myself because living is kind of a habit i have.
but sometimes i disagree.

when i die, i want to be creamated even though i'm not sure how to spell it.

my goal is to outlive my rat, a goal now fulfilled.
i'm thinking my new goal is to nurture my duck Dahmer at least to adulthood when he can finally live outside. a goal now fulfilled.
my goal now is to finish knitting a sweater, a goal now fulfilled
i'm running out of goals here.
my goal is to survive until i find my flapjack or until he finds me. then i won't need to have a goal because i'll want to live anyway.

i love snails and i like salt and vineger pringles.

i like beethoven and dresdendolls.

one day, i hope to meet Matt Sidowsky one more time, though i know by now this hope is in vain.

i'm reading the sixth Dark Tower book by Stephan King at the moment.
i don't really like Stehpan King.
but i don't think he cares.

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